| so things have been going pretty good. I have successfully been off my anti depressants for 3 weeks now  and everything has just been good. Not too much stress for me at least and I've been having lots of fun.
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| I can't feel anything.........is that good? |
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| So I guess I feel very weird. I can't feel very much sometimes and I guess thats a good thing, but then again I want to feel. There are things that will never be the same with me and there are things that I can't control, but I wish I could. I want to be with someone again, but then again I don't. I want that stability, but then again I don't know if I can handle it again. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I know I always end up doing that. I'm so confused........ ......and lonely and......I don't know.........I need a hug |
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| GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of the cysts has gone down! its only 2cm now! and she couldn't find the other one  The fibroid is still there, damn thing hasn't moved grrrrrr  BUT I can live with that! |
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